18, Pinggir RK 4/6,
Rasah Kemayan,
70300 Seremban,
Negeri Sembilan,
Malaysia.
11th August 2011.
Dear friends,
I would like to introduce myself first. My name is Mirrah Afiqah bt Shuhada. I am 18 years old. How are you guys ? I hope all of you are fine.
I know what all of you feel right now. Feels like to suicide , hopeless, feels empty and restless. I believe each of us had through this situation. Facing with problems that we can't help ourselves to stand with it. I also had an experienced that . I do feel lonely eventhough there were many people around me. The feeling had controlled me. At a moment, I feel that I have lost everything in my life. I feel I am alone in this huge world. It is my fault because I am the one who left them. That time, I can't think rationally. What I did were to make myself relief and I realised that the path that I took were totally wrong.
Dear friends,
Feels lonely are normal for a normal people but we must always remember that we are not alone. We never be alone. We have our family. If they are gone, we still have friends. If they do not make friends with us, it's alrigth. We are born in couple. God had fixed that. The most important thing, we are not alone because we have Him beside us. Pray to Him and He will listen to us. Beg Him for a better life. He will help us and He never forget His people. The hardness that He gave to us has its own advantages. Look through each hardness we faced thoroughly. We will get the messages that He try to gave us. Always think positive and we must believe to ourselves and Him. Not all our pray will get feedback but be patience my friends. Your pray will be heard.
Loneliness makes us feel like to suicide. We think that we are not exist in this world. Are you guys feels that? You feel that no one need you? If you ever thought that, you are totally wrong. At least there are 5 people in this world who care about you and would die for you. A smile from you can bring happiness to someone eventhough they do not know you. When you feels like to suicide, think about the people who love you or think of a person that you love and care. Are you bare to see people cried for you after you gone just because you took an easy way? You will regret if you see they cried for you. We do not know who love and care about us but believe it or not, there are people who love us and care about us without our knowledge.
My friends,
Think twice or more in each of our decision. Think about the positive side and negative side. Compare it with others. Do not make a rush decision. No problems in this world that no solution. If you feel like you have been marginalized , think again because maybe you are the one who marginalize them. In this world, there are nothing that we can't find. Explore this world and learn from it. Apply it in our life and you will get a better life. Think wisely, my friends. There is someone who want to hear from you. Write a letter or sent email to me. Tell me everything. You will relieved. That is all from me. Thank you for reading this letter. I hope I can hear from you soon.
Mirrah Afiqah